You think you are invincible, until you are not.
After many visits to the doctor - blood tests, X-Rays, Heart monitors and consultations its hard to believe that you are fine, especially since almost everything in your body tells you otherwise. Heart palpitations, stomach cramps, vomiting, nausea, vertigo, exhaustion, hunger and absolutely no drive whatsoever, things that you used to want to do... are no longer fun, suddenly every minute is a strange sensation of "what is going on!?" and "I really shouldn't feel this way!" At first I tried chalking this up to aging, I'm 30+ now and everyone always told me.. this is when you start feeling it. But after a trip to the ER for a suspected heart attack things changed for me. I started becoming hyper aware of my body. Everything my body used to do by itself, suddenly I perceived as strange - unusual movements. Faster heart beat? Strange sensation in your forehead? I got worried... obsessed with there being an issue... was I having a heart condition? A Tum